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Mar 31, 2009

Engagement shoot

Wow!

Jenn and Joel are awesome! It took a lot of work to get what I wanted, but over all, I'm satisfied with my work. This is what people can look forward to with an engagement shoot.


It was cold and damp that day. The studio was nice to work inside. On top of everything, my cameras worked like magic! I'll admit, I was scared to use the film cameras. I was afraid nothing would come out and I metered all wrong. But let's face it, every photographer gets the jitters.



These fears are normal and are apart of the learning process. I just wish they didn't get in the way of my thinking.

The film was a bit pricier to develope in Boston, so I'm sending them out to NCPS. They do a much better job and the scans from them are a lot cheaper for a lot nicer quality. Even if I have to wait a little while longer. They process them when they get them in and ship them out that day! They are fast, and reliable. AND they put the images on a DVD for me to use so I can just pop in the disc, and my post processing and album creation can begin! 17mpx too!

The people at the lab in Boston are mediocre at best, for pricey scans. I want the best, what can I say? The couples I work with deserve the best too, because they have good taste. :)

For all you techies out there here's some of the specs from the shoot. The first photo was done with Fuji Reala 100 film. As you can see, it renders the skin beautifully. I shot it with my pentax 645 with the 75mm leaf shutter lens. It's a fun lens to use. It is a pain to cock it every time release the shutter. The 645 was my favorite to carry around. I seem to have shot more organically in the studio that I thought.

The second photo was shot with the 40D. quick and easy for outside shots. The batteries were dying badly. The 40D is gone now. No more digital. Though I managed to do a good job with it (which is what really matters :D) I might pick up a cheap xti or something to keep with me for quick back up. It's the same sensor as the 40D. For more artistic shots, I'll take out the 67. That beast produced some killer shots, but I only shot one roll of 120 illford hp4.

I'll get faster with the film equipment. The picture quality from the film makes shooting it worth the hassle. And after it gets back from the lab, it's even less of a hassle than the digital. :D (image_438.jpg... NOOOOO!)

Mar 4, 2009

Lessons from Wibledon

Last night I watched a film on Hulu that really hit home for me. As you know I'm a huge film fan, and love watching movies with friends and alone. Hulu is wonderful now that they have some cool films on there! 

My suggestions are Requiem for a Dream (DO NOT WATCH IF YOU'RE DEPRESSED), The Dog's Breakfast (will cheer you up if you're depressed) and Lastly Wimbledon (will cheer you up if you're depressed).

In the last movie I mentioned, there's a struggle of the old tennis player and himself. He has an epiphany.  It's about his own fears, and what's holding him back. 

I realized that this applies to me as a photographer. Let's face it. I need to go out into the community and not rely on the internet for booking weddings if I am to be a true artist, and serve people who truly appreciate my art!

But I'm so afraid. Afraid, I'll fail. Afraid I'll get kicked in the beans. Afraid I'll be spit on by grumpy old business owners. Afraid that I'll damage relationships before they begin. Afraid that I'll make a lot of fragmented sentences. Afraid that I'll be painted as a sleeze bag. 

But you know what? I haven't even gone out to ask. I don't have a reputation to lose yet. Sure some people know I'm a very good photographer. Infact, I know I'm a damn good photographer who shoots film! Large format film! An artist with the utmost quality!

I was so afraid to write this in the blog too! I was afraid I'd be painted as a phony or something stupid like that. But in reality, I'm just a human being who's worth something. I have bookings for weddings, and I'm going to do a darn good job at them! The end of the month is where I'll start my first "Engagement Session" with a couple. I'm going to be using all film. No exceptions, period. 

I'm going to sell my digital camera to get an autofocus MF camera to go with the lens I accidently ordered. (I thought I was going to get the camera, but just got an expensive lens. Good thing it goes with the MF camera and is a macro lens!) 

To be honest, I've been struggling, with work, with my finances, and with my life's purpose. I know what I want to be, and I've set up a good plan for it. Within 3 years I want to be able to quit State Street and do wedding photography on my own full time! 

I've been learning a lot from other photographers, and I've done a few weddings. One photographer in particular Charles Lewis said that one of the worst things for someone starting out is that they experience just a little bit of success, and then don't do much anything about it. They are just happy to have a little bit of money for their services and that's it. 

Well, quite frankly, I'm not happy! I want to do this thing full time! I want to shoot the most wonderful and beautiful weddings for couples in the local area (Manchester, NH) and I want to do it this year! 

One of the most mind rattling things that I haven't done (and should have started doing) is getting exhibits around the community. Exhibits of my work. "How are people going to know about you?" Charles Lewis asks. And that's a very good question. Word of mouth only goes so far, even if you do a fantastic job. Other people need to see my work. That's how I create a huge demand. Once people see, they will know what I can do for them. They will know I'm out there involved in the community doing wonderful work for couples and their families.

I want to share with you something that I haven't shared with anyone yet. 

Being there for Raechel and Ryan shooting the wedding, and serving them made me the happiest I've been in a long time. Molly and Richard's was almost equally happy for me (a bit more challenging logistically, but good fun!). And I realized that this is what makes me so so so happy. It's such a beautiful and sacred thing, and I am overflowing with joy when I'm in the presence of an engaged couple about to tie the knot. In life, this is what drives me, what fulfills me. It's what makes me do the best job without getting tunnel vision.

 I know my work can never be perfect. But it can be wonderful. I'll admit, I'm not the best. I won't charge $120,000 to do a celebrity wedding. I'm not Annie what's her name. I'm not a fancy italian fashion house photographer. But I am a damn good local photographer with the know how and heart to produce beautiful art. 

And I think that's why my 100% Thrilled guarantee is so important. Yes, it lowers the  risk for my couples. It helps me to remember who I am! Not that I'd forget... hehehe. I mean to say that I'm darn proud of my work, and it's very very good. I am sometimes too humble and too much of a perfectionist to realized this now and again. This is so important! It is essential!

God gave me a gift.  She gave me the gift of a creative mind. I've nurtured it and tamed it. I've fed it knowledge, and used it to serve others. And to not thank god for this gift and realize what beautiful works i've created is sad. If I truly believe my gift is used so wonderfully, my photography thrills people with joy, then what do I have to fear? What do I have to lose? I will use my gift by pursuing it and using it to serve the community, and I will make an ethical profit to live and flourish and grow from it. That way I can spend quality time with couples, and serve them even better!

As with "Wimbledon", people admire those who have no fear and just go for it. They envy them, because they are afraid to just go for it. I'm still afraid. I've come to terms with that fear this week, and I've started to make steps toward plans and the pursuit of my gift. The first one being ordering a canvass print to display in an exhibit. This work, I'm quite proud of. Yippie!

I know I haven't written much in the past few days. Sorry to drop this on you the readers, but this is a good sign, that I'm in business! :D